Right
now I’m sitting in a office chair listen to Mary J. Blige song
called `DOUBT`
`If
I wanted to be someone
I
should learn to settle down
I
can't keep doubting myself anymore
I’m
gonna be the best me
I’m
sorry if it kills you `
This
is the lyrics from Mary J Blige song... I stick so much with this
words... (song
on replay)
For
so long time I could not describe my feelings by words,
now I can through this amazing song.
I
hope I will made to the top like Mary, for everyone top mean a
lot of different things in life, success, family, love, happiness , I
said I hope `in past tense because is not exactly the
end yet, but to be honest... I kind of feel on the top,
not in a selfish way of course, I mean top on my confident... on
respect to myself... to no doubt in myself I mad it! And.... i
feel.... i know... when you finally deal with yourself....
nothing else can destroy you... only you.
WORK HARD
I
wish everyone to come the point in they life’s where they feel good
about them self’s, to kind of accept who they are and only
work on the piece of the paper they get from a God to paint, to write
to simply build up, be better and better go higher and higher in life. That’s in my opinion is best recipe for life.
Of
course life sometimes is really bad for everyone if I come to the top
it doesn’t mean im not gonna be sad or cry, of course i will.... Life without the dark side of life wouldn’t be a life living, you
learn so much through from the bad situation ( fail, heartbroken e.t.c)
I’m feeling so happy that many things got wrong in my life, I wanna
thank every single person that laugh from my dreams in my face, I wanna thank every single person that said I should settle down,
Because
without them I wouldn`t be where I am right now, someone smart
said once dark side in your life giving you so much more you can get through it and actually create something from it!
BE YOU
Don’t
be afraid to talk your mind be you! even if it`s mean a sacrifice,
remember to stick with people you feel comfortable with, For so many
years I look at people and see that they don’t have they own
opinion only because they are afraid, and some of this types of people for example, react in a bad way to get out they frustration on others.
And it leads nowhere...
It`s soo much easy to sit
quiet and pretend you agree on something you actually not, to feel safe and wannet....
But
does it mean you are happy?
